not sure why i exist

i had a tough weekend. for some reason the husband and i can't seem to get along, or go on a date. we were supposed to go to a movie this weekend. and each time i got dressed up and ready to go he said something like "i thought you said we weren't going to go" and i would say, " then why did i just spend an hour getting ready?" . it seems as if noone wants to hang out with me. i must smell funny or something.
is it possible to go thru social ruts? where it seems as though noone wants to be around you? is it a bad aura or something? what could possibly be wrong with me that would make everyone want to stay away?

well as you can tell i took this very hard. i can feel that awful depression creeping in.

welcome

welcoming myself. what a nerd am i.