finding it harder to sleep lately. it might be all the extra caffeine I've been consuming. maybe not though.
i keep thinking of someone. it's hard to get this person off my mind. i hope everything is OK for this person. I've always felt connected to them, but have never actually had a chance to get to know them. i feel a kindred spirit in them... but fear i will never know them. its sad really because i long to pour my heart and soul out to them...to cling to their friendship so that i am not so alone. i fear it would bring a lot of heartache with it though. a lot of stray thoughts and feelings. but still i wonder... i dream of the romance that will never be.
my thoughts do not stay on a straight path. they wander left and right. i fantasize too much. i dream about too many things. things that are not pure. i have this secret blog, just to confess about my dreams. and yet...i'm too scared to talk about it.
is anyone listening?
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